It’s probably because I’m tired, but there are so many things I want to say that are stuck in my throat. I’m suffocating.
oh my god
didn’t even see it was
Track: Can't Get Over You
Artist: Jeremy Shada
Finn's song in 5x35 - Love Games
I’ll watch the sun rise because if no one is going to embrace me at least the sunlight will caress me.
5:20 and I’m awake. I slept for 3 hours. It was one of those things where I wanted to talk to someone but he has his own life that doesn’t involve me anymore and it was pretty terrible. The only thing that has me feeling kind of positive is an OoG conversation I had at 7K when a friend realized how much I’m actually struggling. Usually people just say that I’m young and love will come in time, but he was the only one who said that he knew I was strong enough to wait for that person who will make me feel whole again. He said he knew that I wanted someone and that it’ll come soon enough. I wish I could believe fully him. I wish that relationships weren’t terrible and I wish that love hasn’t been something men feel temporarily towards me so that I had something to look forward to one day.